His earliest teachings are documented in the book Nan Yar? (Who am I?), in which he elaborates on the "I" and Self-enquiry:
"Of all the thoughts that rise in the mind, the thought 'I' is the first thought."
I am pure Awareness. This Awareness is by its very nature Being-Consciousness-Bliss (Sat-Chit-Ananda).
"Of all the thoughts that rise in the mind, the thought 'I' is the first thought."
- "What is called mind is a wondrous power existing in Self. It projects all thoughts. If we set aside all thoughts and see, there will be no such thing as mind remaining separate; therefore, thought itself is the form of the mind. Other than thoughts, there is no such thing as the mind."
- "That which rises in this body as 'I' is the mind. If one enquires 'In which place in the body does the thought 'I' rise first?', it will be known to be in the heart [spiritual heart is 'two digits to the right from the centre of the chest']. Even if one incessantly thinks 'I', 'I', it will lead to that place (Self)'."
- "The mind will subside only by means of the enquiry 'Who am I?'. The thought 'Who am I?', destroying all other thoughts, will itself finally be destroyed like the stick used for stirring the funeral pyre."
- "If other thoughts rise, one should, without attempting to complete them, enquire, 'To whom did they arise?', it will be known 'To me'. If one then enquires 'Who am I?', the mind (power of attention) will turn back to its source. By repeatedly practising thus, the power of the mind to abide in its source increases."
- "Knowledge itself is 'I'. The nature of (this) knowledge is existence-consciousness-bliss."
- "The place where even the slightest trace of the 'I' does not exist, alone is Self."
- "The Self itself is God."
I am pure Awareness. This Awareness is by its very nature Being-Consciousness-Bliss (Sat-Chit-Ananda).
If the mind, which is the instrument of
knowledge and is the basis of all activity, subsides, the perception of
the world as an objective reality ceases. Unless the illusory perception
of the serpent in the rope ceases, the rope on which the illusion is
formed is not perceived as such. (This analogy is based on a traditional
story of a man who sees a rope at twilight and mistaking it for a
serpent is afraid without cause.) Similarly, unless the illusory nature
of the perception of the world as an objective reality ceases, the
vision of the true nature of the Self, on which the illusion is formed,
is not obtained.
The mind is a wondrous power residing in
the Self. It causes all thoughts to arise. Apart from thoughts, there
is no such thing as mind. Therefore, thought is the nature of mind.
Apart from thoughts, there is no independent entity called the world. In
deep sleep there are no thoughts, and there is no world. In the states
of waking and dream, there are thoughts, and there is a world also.
Just as the spider emits the thread (of
the web) out of itself and again withdraws it into itself, likewise the
mind projects the world out of itself and again resolves it into itself.
When the mind leaves the Self, the world appears. Therefore, when the
world appears, the Self does not appear; and when the Self appears
(shines) the world does not appear.
When one persistently inquires into the
nature of the mind, the mind will subside leaving the Self (as residue).
The mind always exists only by depending on something gross (physical
body); it cannot exist independently. It is the mind that is called the
subtle body or the soul.
That which rises as ‘I’ in the body is
the mind. If one inquires as to where in the body the thought ‘I’ rises
first, one would discover that it rises in the Heart. That is the place
of the mind’s origin. Even if one thinks constantly ‘I’, ‘I’, one will
be led to that place. Of all the thoughts that arise in the mind, the
‘I’ thought is the first. It is only after the rise of the “I-thought”
that other thoughts occur.
The thought ‘who am I?’ will destroy all
other thoughts, and like the stick used for stirring the funeral pyre,
it will itself be burnt up in the end. Then, there will be
Self-realization. When other thoughts arise, one should not pursue them
but should diligently inquire: ‘To whom do they occur?’ It does not
matter how many thoughts arise. As each thought arises, one should
inquire with alertness, “To whom has this thought arisen?” The answer
that would emerge would be “to me”. Thereupon if one inquires “Who am
I?” the mind will go back to its source; and the thought that arose will
subside.
With repeated practice in this manner,
the mind will develop the power to stay in its source. When the mind
that is subtle goes out through the brain and the sense organs, the
gross names and forms appear; when it stays in the heart, the names and
forms disappear. Not letting the mind go out, but retaining it in the
Heart is what is called “inwardness”. Letting the mind go out of the
Heart is known as “externalisation”. Thus, when the mind stays in the
Heart, the ‘I’ which is the source of all thoughts will go, and the Self
which ever exists will shine.
Other than inquiry, there are no
adequate means to make the mind permanently subside. If the mind is
controlled through other means, it will appear to be controlled, but
will rise again. Through regulation of breath, the mind will become
calm; but it will remain calm only as long as the breath remains
controlled. When the breath is no longer regulated, the mind will become
active and start wandering.
Like the practice of breath-control,
meditation on the forms of God, repetition of mantras, and restriction
on diet, are temporary aids for stilling the mind. Through practice of
meditation on the forms of God and through repetition of mantras, the
mind attains one-pointedness. For such a focused mind self-inquiry will
become easy. By observing diet-restriction, the quality of mind
improves, which helps self-inquiry.
However sinful a person may be, if he would zealously carry on meditation on the Self, how would most assuredly get reformed.
The mind should not be allowed to wander towards worldly objects and what concerns other people.
However bad other people may be, one should bear no hatred for them.
All that one gives to others one gives to one’s self. If this truth is understood who will not give to others?
When one’s self arises all arises; when one’s self becomes calm all becomes calm.
To the extent we behave with humility, to that extent good will result.
If the mind becomes still, one may live anywhere.
What exists in truth is the Self alone.
The world, the individual soul, and God are appearances in it like
silver in mother-of-pearl. These three appear at the same time, and
disappear at the same time. The Self is that where there is absolutely
no “I” thought. That is called “Silence”. The Self itself is the world;
the Self itself is “I”; the Self itself is God; all is Siva, the Self.
He who gives himself up to the Self that
is God is the most excellent devotee. Giving one self up to God, means
constantly remembering the Self. Whatever burdens are thrown on God, He
bears them all. Since the supreme power of God makes all things move,
why should we, without submitting ourselves to it, constantly worry
ourselves with thoughts as to what should be done and how, and what
should not be done and how not? We know that the train carries all
loads, so after getting on it why should we carry our small luggage on
our head to our discomfort, instead of putting it down in the train and
feeling at ease?
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